AR Rahman’s recent comments about getting lesser work in Hindi film industry due to a possible communal angle have received strong reactions from both industry figures and music-lovers across the country. While criticising Rahman for his remarks, many naysayers pointed out how Rahman hasn’t delivered a great album in recent times. Incidentally, in another of his recent interviews, the composer had opened up about being gaslit about his recent work.
Speaking to Hollywood Reporter India, Rahman said, “The '90s generation have a certain nostalgia and affinity towards your music. When people come to you, they come and gaslight you. They say, 'In the '90s, you did Roja (1992). That's very good music, sir!' That feels like now you're not doing good music, right? It actually harms your thinking if you're not in your best mood." Rahman also admitted to taking up more work than usual in recent years, to deal with these moments of self-doubt. “I thought, what if I go on a rampage and keep doing movies, song after song? So, every director who comes to me now says, 'You've done such a great sequence in Mani (Ratnam) sir's movie Thug Life. So, all the examples now are from the last six years. I've done 20-30 movies in this span. I've got enough for the next generation. That was intentional," The composer added.
The Chamkila composer also admitted to being drained by the thought of being remembered as an Academy Award winner, adding that he makes an active effort to rely on his past. He stated, “That thought drains you, 'Oh, I've won 33 Filmfare Awards and two Oscars.' You're not motivated to do anything. It can be a burden. Within me, I need to get my self-esteem and confidence back, and prove myself. What I'm doing next is going to be the best thing."
Rahman’s whose recent Hindi films include Chhaava and Tere Ishk Mein, is also the composer for upcoming silent film Gandhi Talks. Additionally, the Oscar-winning composer is onboard for the much-anticipated Ramayana, where he collaborates with Hans Zimmer.
