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I feel like I owe my career to Irrfan Khan: Fahadh Faasil

In a note, Fahadh said that not meeting Irrfan Khan and shaking hands with him was one of his biggest regrets

Published: 30th April 2020

In one of the most heartfelt tributes to Irrfan Khan, Malayalam actor Fahadh Faasil called him an 'impeccable artist' and said that he feels like he 'owes his career' to him. Fahadh posted a note in which he shared an anecdote about his first introduction to Irrfan.

Fahadh recalled his student days when he was pursuing an engineering degree and stumbled upon a DVD of an Irrfan Khan film, which was his first introduction to the Maqbool actor. 

"I used to live on campus and had no access to Indian films then. So my friend Nikunj and I used to drive to a Pakistani grocery close to our campus to rent Indian DVDs over the weekend. On one of our such visits, Khalid Bhai, the store owner, recommended a film called Yuh Hoya Toh Kya Hota. The first thing I noticed was that the film was directed by Naseeruddin Shah. I decided to grab the DVD for the weekend show. That night, a few minutes into the film, when the character Salim Rajabali came on screen, I turned to Nikunj and asked, 'Who is this guy?' I mean there are actors who are intense, who are stylish and who are charming. In all honesty, this was the first time I ever saw an actor who was ORIGINAL on screen. And his name was IRRFAN KHAN."

Fahadh also recalled how the Indian community in America became excited when Irrfan Khan was announced as the actor playing the character Ashoke in the adaptation of Jhumpa Lahiri's novel, The Namesake.

"I may have been late to notice him but it was just a matter of time for the world to discover the talent he was," he continued. "Irrfan Khan's growth was like a popular song. Everyone was singing it and feeling it. I kept watching his films. I used to get carried away so much that most of the time I lost narratives of the films. Or it was more like I didn't care about the narrative as long as he was performing. He made acting look so easy and I was fooled. Amidst discovering Irrfan Khan, I decided to drop out of engineering school and return to India. TO ACT IN FILMS."

Fahadh added that not meeting Irrfan Khan and shaking hands with him was one of his biggest regrets. "I have been acting or trying to for the last 10 years. I have never met Irrfan Khan. For that matter, I haven't even seen him. But I was fortunate enough to have collaborated with actors and filmmakers who have worked with him. The first thing I spoke to Mr Vishal Bharadwaj when I met him was about Maqbool. Even when my dear friend Dulquer was shooting in our home town I couldn't meet him as I was going through a hectic schedule myself. I had no reason to believe why I had to rush. Today, I regret not shaking hands with him. I should have just gone to Bombay and met him."

Fahadh feels sorry for the writers and filmmakers saddened by his departure. "The country has lost an impeccable artist. I can only imagine the loss for family and friends. We just didn't have enough for him. Today, when my wife barged into the room and broke the news to me, I will be lying if I say I was shocked, because I continued what I was doing. The entire day went by today and I couldn't stop thinking about him. I feel obliged to him. I feel like I owe my career to him. I don't think I would have come this far if I hadn't picked up that DVD and watched an actor who changed my life. Thank you, sir."

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